Dunno What to Write but just Write

As I listen to Amethystium and feel something wringing my heart
Strangely enough I want to write.

As I close my eyes
I see myself on a cliff
High above the vast ocean
Staring into nothingness

The music wrings my heart
As though I am losing ground
I want to plunge myself
Break all the shackles that bind me

I've been in a vicious cycle
Repeatiedly doing what I hate to do
And as I go to bed to sleep
The failure haunts me

My fickle mind stabs at my back
My inside has become a hollow
The outside, I cant stare at
I cant Lift up my eyes

And today as I stand on this cliff
I want to fly
I want to dive into the ocean
Breaking the shackles of fear

I want to swim into the ocean
Into the depths, virgin as ever
I want the salt to glisten on my torso
I want to lick it

I want to be myself
The extra ordinary myself that I am
I want the Sun to shine on me
I want it desperately to shine